stop bullying

be kind an honorable ...............

be kind against your fellow human been´s 

don´t bully don't be mean 

so i wanted to talk about bullying , because i was bully´t when i was younger 

an the Truth  is it still hurts when i think about it .

i have broken my toe a few years back an that hurt but the pain is all gone now , 

but the pain of being bully´t is still there .

everyday a child is being bully´t , everyday that child goes home thinking about how people can be so mean an cruel .

an why is it that people are so cruel , i was never  cruel against others .

but the main reason for way children bully other children , is because the are scared .

there scared of there own lives ,  there insecure about who the are an were the stand in this world .

but still bullying is wrong an hurtful , an we all shut stand together fighting against bullying .

we should stand hand in hand not back against back , but unfortunately there will always be bully's an there will always be victims .

i was a quiet child , quiet but unusual  an that's way the were always picking on me .

i was always running hiding , scared to go back to school  scared to walk home alone .

being bully´t is hard an most times painful , but i got over it whit time .

but even now after so many years it still hurts thinking about it , 

stop bullying , stop being mean against others .

just think about the pain you are bringing them , think about who you want to be in live .

an just stop .

share love share hope share peace , share yourself whit the world .

this was just some things i wanted to share whit all of you

hope you will share this ,

i hope that you will share all of your good harts whit the world 

peace out an love to you all ......................

cooking whit me

tin can challenge

http://www.youtube.com/v/t1akXVIUge4?autohide=1&version=3&attribution_tag=AF-VXCjbmhF5FMj5wi-R9g&autohide=1&autoplay=1&feature=share&showinfo=1

i am back

                                 hello there , 

it has bin a while since i posted something here , so here i am i am back . 
for the past tree weeks i have bin very busy ,  i have bin uploading an making videos for my YouTube channel .
an the truth  is ,   it is very hard to make videos people like .

but even tho i just love making them , it makes me feel good about myself .

but even tho i have bin working hard on my videos , i also have bin working hard on myself .

you see i have some problems , i have an anxiety disorder  an a depression .

i have bin dealing whit it for over six years , an sometimes it is hard .

because there are times that i feel  so tired  , an those days are the worst .

but making videos an being online makes me feels good , an gives me something positive to hold on to .

i have bin going out side more , i have more spirit .

i am happy , i guise that i have the internet an all those YouTubers to thank fore that .

an don't forget my best friend who sometimes shows me that i need to get of my ass , an do something whit my live .

everyday i watch YouTube videos , everyday one or more videos make me laugh .

an because of that i get more energy , so thanks  .

can YouTube change your live ,

i believe it can , i mean it changed my live an i am thankful for that .

i was falling down , when i saw this video one day . 

for those who are depressed , made by bribry a Irish youtuber .

i watch that video when i was down , an it made me cry .

because even tho i already knew it , i wasn't alone in the world .

it was then when i realized , that i needed to do something whit my live before i would trow my live away .  

that's when i really started to realize that there was one thing that i was good in , talking .

i am a chatterbox , really i can talk for hours about everything an noting .

so i started looking around on the internet , an found more than i could dream of .

million´s of videos that were helping me to get better , an than my best friend told me about these other youtubers making videos .

so here i am know , trying to make video writing blogs , to make me feel better an to share things i care about whit you all .

well this is it this is what i wanted to share whit you all , 

i am going to make more videos , i am going to write more blogs .

not only for myself but also for you gays , because what you all think is just ass important for me as what i think . 

see you all later adios .

introducing my best friend

http://www.youtube.com/v/oWMORhUJEms?version=3&autohide=1&feature=share&autohide=1&showinfo=1&attribution_tag=HS9A6ZUbPOQge8DD7g56hA&autoplay=1

me making video´s

hello , you guys .

so its bin tree weeks since , i started my English YouTube channel  .
an i just love making videos on it , an yes there aren't many videos on my channel .
but that will change , an yes the are not perfect .
but that will change as well whit time .
i never no what to do when it comes to make videos, i mean i love flogging .
but everyday , an what do i show you guys .
its hard figuring out what to do , but i will learn .

the wistle cracker challange 
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=8NkRGRDGL7A
i did this challenge whit my mother , an i had allot of fun making it .
but i also know that i could have bin better .


a late night message 
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=G-188lJUr6E
what was i thinking , i was wearing my Halloween had .
an decided to make a video omg , well that's me .

a sanctuary fan video
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=09zKY2ZPfXs
omg well first of all i love sanctuary , its an amassing series an i cant stand the fact that the stop´t .
an yes this fan video isn't perfect but it is my first , an the will get better .

fright night vlog 
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=4VLNEhX8F5o
my fright night Halloween vlog , so this was the first time me flogging .
an i had no idea what to leave in an what to leave out , but truth be told it went well for my first time .


noting  compares 
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=vCdPYBn5myQ
ok this proves i am crazy , this dub parody totally blew up in my face .
i had no idea what to do , but still i uploaded it . why not i want to be on YouTube so lets show the people that i don't care how the see me .
well i do care  a Little bit but i also know that its still a work in progress .
in time i will learn how to make good videos .


so these are my first videos , an the stink .
but still , there are people who do like them .
i like them , so give me the reason of doubt  when i say the will get better .
i do hope you all will share them an like them an i hope that you all will subscribe 
to my channel .
i mean why not , i am a crazy girl making videos . 
an i suck at it , there are allot of people that suck making videos .
but that doesn't  mean that the wont improve .

xx too you all ,
       peace an good health